Monday, July 4, 2011

No cake for fat bitches

Today is Hersheys birthday but isn't getting cake because she's to fat :) what a terrible title

Friday, June 10, 2011

WOW



Havent written in a while. Hershey is doing well. She recovered fully and is CANCER FREE .... Now we are back into the summer months and a camping trip is soon to follow me and my baby girl.

Friday, March 25, 2011

hi

Hershey surgery is at 7:30am


Pray for her

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Get well soon

Hershey is going to have a Lump removed in March 25th ... I start a job tommorow at Home Depot ... Sorry for lack of posts my computer blew up... Also I am moving into Public housing tommorow.. I plan on having Hershey over for tea a few a times.. I am going to pick up some toys for my new place just for Hershey to have when shes at my house. The posts will be become more frequent once i get a computer again

Monday, January 17, 2011

Good bye to my best friend.


Dear readers ,
I am so sorry for the delay in posts. I have been really busy and stressed. I lost my best friend. Not Hershey but the man who gave me Hershey. Well if you dont know who he is then his name will be Pete for the blog for fear he will sue me. Basicly, since he was diagnosed with cancer I noticed a huge change in him , pete has always been emotionaly abusive to me. Despite this I chose to move into his house instead of being homeless. Things went to hell. He started treating me like garbage from day one. I tried so much to be behave and stay out of his hair. He started complaining I was never home so I decided one day to stay home..................................................................................................................................................................................................... What a bloody bad idea pete started treating me like crap the Emotinal abuse was un bearable. A few days later he said Em, your only aloud to come here to sleep and eat dont come home at all. So I took the cable box out I was paying 189.00 a month out of my own pocket for petes personal enjoyment. At three in the morning pete came into my bedroom and proceeded to kick the living shit out of my rabbits cage and yelling he was going to fucking kill my rabbit because he wanted to watch televison. Stoned and disgruntled (I am on a medication to go to sleep at night) I got out of bed and tried to throw him down. Throwing a six foot man down isnt hard when hes on a g tube and lost a shit load of weight because of cancer treatments. As I tried to get my rabbit cage whitch was now teetering on the stairs in danger of following down the stairs whitch would of killed my rabbit. He got up and smashed my head in. I wanted to pull his g tube right out of his stomach however I was afraid that if I killed the mother fucker I would land my ass in jail so I choose not kill the mother fucker. Well anyways.......... Pete phoned a few days later to appoligize for smashing my head in. No appoligees were granted for trying to kill my rabbit. Ontario Disability Support Program Despite being told I dont live with pete any more sent him a cheque for my rent whitch was 485.00........ He called my dad said he had the money and we never saw the money. I pleaded with odsp to stop the cheque they refused they said I have to deal with my own personal issues my self. So basicily pete has 485 dollars plus my last months rent (i lived there for not more than three weeks rent) and refused to give it back.... Feb 1st I am moving to the ywca. I dont know any more. I am thinking of leaving the province. I have never wanted to leave the province because I didnt want to leave Hershey behind and I would miss pete so much. But the thing is pete is out of my life because he beat my head in (we were not dating we were friends and I just really cared about him and his wife) Everything reminds me of him. Silverodos , Nissans certain land marks .......... I need a change of scenery so once I get settled at the y I plan on making calls to see about transfering my pension and getting out of this province. Prayer is needed for this decision. Hershey now has a lump on the back of her ear........................ I am just getting more depressed. I hope when she dies mom will have an open urn so I can some of ashes and place it in a locket and take my girl every where. I saw a man driving with a collar on his rear veiw mirror a few weeks back. He looked at hershey and started crying......... I have never seen a sexy man cry before I blew him a kiss as we drove away. I will take hersheys collar every where ever I go. I hope that if I move out of the province mom will mail be her collar stinky and all when she finally goes home. Hershey dosent even lsiten to me any more she wont walk she wont go to park nothing. I still love her and shes still my number one dog whitch is why i havent mentioned q tip.


I love every one

Keep me in prayer

Friday, October 22, 2010

Graduation

Hello

as many of you may know I am graduating on Nov 5th after six years at highschool, I never gave up and I never quit despite being bullied and always being frustraighted. If any one is planning on getting me a celebration gift please go to www.sears.ca click gift central then search registry and type 201021120179 you can buy the item and have it shipped directly to sears canada signed by you or you can remain private...

cHEERS

Emily